Looked through my past status today, and its so hard to
believe i was complaining about "feeling and looking old" only 10
months ago. I wasn't even this old then, and I feel bliss at the moment. Life
has a funny way of seeming brighter when you have something to look forward to
everyday!
I still love the same people- my family!, still have the same
friends but I may have started feeling more at peace with myself lately. I have
made more friends this year than I've made in the past 5 years altogether, and
I've reconnected with some old pals: all in a few months! I am more focused at
work, I seem to know the track I'm on these days, I do know what I want from
life. I have realised the hard way that life is not always what you wish it to
be, and you've just got to grab on hard to stay on the ride. I'm staying on my
ride, caring less about what people think by the day.
Although my days are still filled with the same predictable
and non-thrilling events, I wake up each day looking forward to learning and
doing something new. I started challenging myself in the kitchen, and with my
writing. It almost feels like I'm living a new life dictated by ME! I do
basically what interests me, and what I know will bring me joy. I make myself
happy by simply feeling accomplished.
Oh! there are days I yearn for something more like that huge
piece of chocolate cake, but at least it’s usually with a smile on my face! :D
Con amor,
LadyAries.
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